Possession
Elana Johnson
Possession #1
Goodreads Description: Vi knows the Rule: Girls don't walk with boys, and they never even think about kissing them. But no one makes Vi want to break the Rules more than Zenn...and since the Thinkers have chosen him as Vi's future match, how much trouble can one kiss cause? The Thinkers may have brainwashed the rest of the population, but Vi is determined to think for herself.
But the Thinkers are unusually persuasive, and they're set on convincing Vi to become one of them...starting by brainwashing Zenn. Vi can't leave Zenn in the Thinkers' hands, but she's wary of joining the rebellion, especially since that means teaming up with Jag. Jag is egotistical, charismatic, and dangerous--everything Zenn's not. Vi can't quite trust Jag and can't quite resist him, but she also can't give up on Zenn.
This is a game of control or be controlled. And Vi has no choice but to play.
My thoughts: Some parts of this book confused me. I had a hard time picturing this world they live in, but that may have just been me and not the author's writing. It wasn't the events that confused me. Everything they did seemed to make sense, but I feel like I didn't completely understand everyone's role in their society. I really got confused when reading about each place and what is done there. Freedom is a bad place where the Thinkers are trained and nobody is really free. The Badlands offer much more free-will, but that doesn't mean that Vi can go there to be safe.
I think this is just one of those books that I would need to reread, now that I know about the characters and all the different places. I think I would see the whole story clearer if I reread it. However, I probably won't be rereading it as I have plenty of others I'd like to read too.
I really liked the characters. I liked that Vi did what it takes to think for herself. It still appeared as though she was being brainwashed, and she had the proof to show it. But she figured out how to get away with not listening to the brainwashing. She is very smart, but many times I thought she could do better. She showed just how smart she is in getting out of situations, and then sometimes it was as if she was sitting around waiting for Jag to come up with and execute the plan. She also got too emotional. She talked about not wanting to be good or bad, just wanting to be free. But she was constantly fighting herself about whether she should be with Zenn (good) or Jag (bad). I didn't quite understand why she wasn't just concerned with getting free! Everything else would work itself out after that.
Jag seemed like he was only concerned about himself a couple of times, but I think he was really thinking ahead and looking at the bigger picture. I think he really did have Vi in mind, but he didn't always let her know what the plan was. He left her on her own a couple of times, and she just couldn't handle that.
Zenn was so sweet at the beginning of the book. For a while I thought that he was just faking it, but then I realized that he was being brainwashed into betraying Vi. I don't think that Zenn would ever give up his life to go be with Vi, as she was banished to the badlands. I think Vi was so attached to him because they were matched, not because her feelings were that strong for him. Once Jag came into the picture, she was much more interested in him. I think if she didn't feel obligated to be with Zenn because of them being matched, she wouldn't have had that constant battle as to whether she could or should pursue Jag at all.
Either way, the romance didn't feel real in this novel. I think it would have been better without it, and maybe brought in at a later time, like maybe book 2. I just didn't feel like there was any real love between any of the characters.
The ending to this was amazing. I kind of hated it, but it was so good. I hated it because it wasn't a perfect happy ending. But I loved it because it makes me want more! It was the perfect ending to get the reader to read the next book. And it seems as though in a series, the real happy ending doesn't come until the last book in the series, if there really is a happy ending at all.
This was really a decent book. It wasn't perfect, but they can't all be perfect either. I will definitely be getting the next book though...not because the writing was absolutely amazing, but because I have to know what happens!
My rating: ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺